Can I tell you that I am
not handling this very well? I have not spoken to this woman since Rori’s
issue with the law. She said some mean things to me and I just never bothered
to mend the fence. Now I am hearing this and have spoken to her since I heard
but I feel like I waited for something bad to happen before I made a move. It is just not a good
feeling.
I also feel like so many
people are burdened, even the ones who have not said anything and their names
are not on any prayer list. It just feels like so much is happening
and I am helpless.
My friend from Memphis
is hurting so much. The Franklin’s are hurting. Kal is hurting and the
list goes on and on.
I honestly don’t know
how you do it – hearing all of this stuff and still be able to stand
up.
I am even crying for
people I don't know in the Philippines, Soldiers who have died, and everything else in
between.
I saw your response and
burst into tears because I feel like I just added one more thing to your plate
and here I am again – adding more.
I know Pastor that God
is still God in all of this…I guess I am just sad right now because I feel like
I am limited.
He did not join me in the pity party I was having, even though I invited him to it. What he did say confirmed for me what God was whispering to me. God gently reminded me of the report source. He asked me "whose report do you believe?" I was silently crying even as I responded "Yours. I believe the report of the Lord." Then came the response from my pastor that sealed the deal, encouraged my heart and quieted the voice of fear and anxiety:
"I feel your pain.
"Troubled
Waters are a Sign of Miracles" whether we are moved to make amends,
pray, give, etc. Miracles are sometimes right at our feet but we fail to
see it because our vision is blocked by all our circumstances. Just take a
moment and push through the crowd to see Jesus and reach out and touch the hem
of His garment.
Do what the Spirit of God
prompts you to do.
How do I deal with all that God has
called me to bare? Trusting Him whole heartedly knowing that He and He alone
bore all of the stuff everyone is going through including my
stuff and I have to cast "all my cares on Him"
Please don't feel that you are adding to my burden because I give it
over to Him.
The only time I feel burdens being added is when I see the lost, the
backslidden and believers who know what is right and they are not obedient. This burdens
God too for often He is grieved by our actions or inaction.
Take heart."
Maybe your circumstances are more or less than mine. But I believe we all need to know that Troubled Waters are a sign of Miracles and as such we ought to Take Heart. Be encouraged today, for surely it will not always be this way.
God Bless you.
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