I sat down in the
basement waiting for the washing machine to finish its cycle a few nights
ago. I thought then, I could use this “down
time” to get into the WORD. I find lately
I have been so busy, that my time in it has grown less and less. I felt hungry for this bread of life, and so
I sat at the table to have a bite or two.
I read John and
Isaiah because I have been teaching on John at Kidz Club and I wanted to
refresh myself on chapter 1. Once again,
I read about John the Baptist. It struck
me that he knew and lived out the purpose of his life. He knew he was born to be the forerunner of
Jesus, to declare to the people that there is One coming that is Greater than
him. He knew he was a witness to the Son
of God, the Christ; the Messiah. His
purpose was prophesied by Isaiah hundreds of years before he was born, and he didn’t
stray away from his calling.
All of that just had
my mind whirling around and around with questions. What is my purpose? What am I born to
do? Have I been living it out? Yes, I laid in my bed asking God those
questions as sleep overcame me. As dawn
came about, I still considered John the Baptist. Do you know that even from his mother’s womb,
John was witnessing of the Christ child?
The bible tells it like this in Luke 1:39-45 (NIV):
Mary Visits Elizabeth
39 At that time Mary got ready and hurried to a town in the hill country of
Judea, 40 where she entered Zechariah’s home and greeted Elizabeth. 41
When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the baby leaped in her womb, and
Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit. 42 In a loud voice she
exclaimed: “Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the child you will
bear! 43 But why am I so favored, that the mother of my Lord should
come to me? 44 As soon as the sound of your greeting reached my
ears, the baby in my womb leaped for joy. 45 Blessed is she who has
believed that the Lord would fulfill his promises to her!”
I wanted that same assurance. I want even now to know, but God’s
answer to me was not what I had expected, but it certainly gave me the Peace I
needed. In a devotional the words from
the verse pierced through the questions and offered me hope and comfort
instantly. He said,
“The
Lord will work out his plans for my life
– for your faithful love, O Lord, endures forever. Don’t abandon me, for you
made me.” Psalm 138:8.
I don’t know what
the Psalmist was feeling when he wrote this or even what he was thinking. I do know that his words were an answer to my
questions. I didn’t have to know or work
out the plans for my life. That job was not even mine, it was God’s. I am moved to tears because I realize that I
was once again trying to take the reins when I had said I would give them to
Him. My family knows I am a little
controlling, but this was so different from managing the family
gatherings. He is the One in control, so
much so, that He only tells me things in part and not the whole. My response is to trust Him, and in that
trust obey Him (even when the outcome is unknown). Thank God for his loving correction. Thank
God for his promise to work things out, to not abandon me, and for faithfully
loving me.
Be encouraged my
friend, God will work out his plans for you also. Let your mind rest on these
words and dwell in the covenant of His love and peace.
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