Prayer

Before God – Prayer of a Saint

I sometimes wonder what you see in me.

What makes you stay with me

When all others have left me behind.

Sometimes I don’t know what things I think of –

Persistent and Strong

Confusing and wrong.

Lord, should it be always like this for me?

Struggling, unsure of exactly what I am doing?

I’m tired of what I’m feeling.

My past seems always in my present.

I know I’ve been forgiven.

Why do I act as if I’m beaten?

Father, your hands are what I need.

I’m falling won’t you rescue me?

Forgive me for my doubt.

I’m trying to exercise faith.

My words testify

But my mind remains unchanged

Father how I need you

To make it through the day

Lord Please don’t leave me

Help me find my way

Father I do love you

I hope that means a lot

For without you I am nothing

Please help me to be strong

In Jesus Name

Amen.